I've been told by two different students who I have tutored that I am a better teacher than their own teachers.

Being:: Dorm
Feeling:: Fulfilled

Been meaning to do one of these.

Það er hvað hún sagði.

That's what she said.

Enjoy.

Being:: Still next to my Christmas tree
Feeling:: ?
Hearing:: Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious (Mary Poppins)

Christmas decorating is basically done. Did the tree Saturday, did the lights last Saturday, so now it's just the minimal decoration I do in my room.

I have like 3 papers due soon. Makes me wanna just cry. A lot. MRAWR. 2 of them are for the damned education bitch. The desire to impale her with a railroad spike has truly never been greater.

Haven't conlanged lately, and I am unsure why. Still, I've been toying with ideas of initial mutations with a Romance language (with not Celtic influence, so STFU about it). Not sure how I want to bring it about, because I find the Celtic initial mutations to be a wee bit random, and seeing as my OCD just can't have that, I need to find a why to do it. Pretty sure I'm going to make some auxiliary verbs cause changes, maybe some adjective use. God only knows after that. Teehee.

I'm also now unemployed, due to this simply splendid economy. You'd think working at the same place for five years (since age 14, thank you) would license me to come in for a day to get some stuff done, but alas no. The head attorney has a fire up his ass and I don't see it going out any time soon. Seeing as that is, I'm once again job hunting. Yeehaw.

By the way. I am so tired of school. Just, like, hruforgj;fjgfs gflkdhgj;dfa. Got that?

Being:: Next to my Christmas tree
Feeling:: Frustrated

Midterm was a bitch.

I got 45/60 multiple choice correct.

God knows how I did on the short answer.

I want to stick my head between my knees and just cry.

Being:: Dorm
Feeling:: Disappointed

You should all check out my YouTube.

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Midterm in T minus 11 hours 45 minutes.

Being:: Dorm
Feeling:: Scared

Being:: Dorm
Feeling:: Exhausted

A close family friend passed away yesterday.

Going to miss you, I hope you have all the flamingos you can possibly dream of.

♥ Cathy

Being:: Dorm
Feeling:: Mourning

Thank god I have Steph. I had to write 2 fucking pages about a poem that is 14 lines long. Also, it was in Spanish. And it needed to be written in Spanish.

The Spanish part isn't why I am freaking out, it's the 2 pages thing. FOR SERIOUS? Steph-dear helped me to analyze it (and by helped, I mean she analyzed it) so I got way more out of it that if I had done that alone... but still. Ugh. I got to 1.5 pages and just ended it out of misery.

Also, still sore from yesterday. I wasn't aware I had arm muscles to be sore. Now I do.

And the blue screen of death visited right as I was finishing the conclusion for that 2-page horror this morning.

If I am rocking back and forth in a corner soon, you'll know why.

Being:: Dorm
Feeling:: Stressed

So I worked out this morning at 7 AM because Phil said I couldn't..

One hour of working my chest and biceps. I feel like I am going to die. Shampooing my hair was way more painful than it ever should be. Just. Ouch.

But worth it. I WORKED IT.

I gonna be jacked, yo.

It hurts to type this.

My sister also made my cute bracelet. Two of them, actually.  =]

Being:: Dorm
Feeling:: Sore
Hearing:: Hoppípolla (Sigur Rós)

I'm happy for my friends who are dating and finding boyfriends and girlfriends and such.

But I'm kinda tired of pretending to be happy when I hear about the next date, or the newest prospect, or whatever.

Maybe I'm bitter.

But I dunno what else to say. I'm lonely and kinda tired of it.

Being:: Home
Feeling:: Lonely
Hearing:: Liubi, liubi, I love you (Todomondo)

Heh. I've spend the summer working and such. What fun.

Got into a relationship. Left said relationship.

School can't get here fast enough.

I'm out of shape and unhappy about it.

Tra. La. La.

Being:: Room
Feeling:: Caaaaalm
Hearing:: Part of Your World (Little Mermaid)

Pretty sure I've pissed off the Aussie. He decides to tell me he has feelings (no shit, Sherlock), I then notice he is acting different. Obviously embarrassed with the statement. So he makes an awkward goodbye and randomly signs off.

Gotta love kids, don't you?

Frankly not caring. Anyway...  not going to empires today. Didn't read the novel. No desire to sit and act stupid.

[EDIT] It was a power outage. Mkaaaaay.

Being:: Dorm
Feeling:: Blank
Hearing:: Poor Unfortunate Souls (Disney's "The Little Mermaid")

Brandon may not be suitable for children under the age of 14. Parental guidance is recommended. Brandon can be offensive to all races, creeds, orientations, religions, or other affiliations. Use caution when dealing with Brandon. Consult your doctor if unwanted swelling, headaches, general soreness, or bad moods occur. Not for the pregnant or nursing.

Being:: Dorm
Feeling:: Bouncy
Hearing:: Du Är Musiken I Mig (HSM 2 Swedish)

Yea, I'm 19. Birthday goodies include:

- $100 for Express from friends (LOVE YOU ALL!)
- More moneys and assorted cards from family
- Nice-ass outfit
- Will and Grace season 3 (that thing has been avoiding me like the plague)
- iPod (thank god)
- Build-a-Bear dinosaur from sister, affectionately named Cha Cho

Wicked ass day. Going back to school tonight. Things to do for tomorrow: read a million pages, write a paper, write another paper, answer discussion questions. And a Spanish composition. Procrastination will be the death of me.

Being:: Home
Feeling:: Cheerful

I just saw a commercial for some gold shoes that Vanessa Hudgens is marketing or whatever. And all i could think of was Diggi-Loo Diggi-Ley by the Herreys.

Eurovision owns me.

Being:: Home
Feeling:: Cheeful

This month crept out of nowhere, scared me almost crapless.

I feel oooooold. D:

Being:: Dorm
Feeling:: Calm
Hearing:: Don't Leave Me This Way (Thelma Houston)

So I spent almost all weekend sleeping, and now I've been awake for about 17 hours straight. Somehow, I find this unhealthy.

Ah well. At least I didn't have to go through the torture of trying to falling asleep. :]

And I met this very nice kid from Australia, who I would be interested in if I actually believed men were worth it. Still, he's very entertaining. I love my international friends, they add so much variety to my life.

Being:: Dorm, in bed
Feeling:: Awake

My knees feel like they are going to explode. And the pain is now running down my lower legs into my ankles. This sucks major butt.

Talked to Mic today, and it was pleasant, normal conversation. It was nice knowing we still can talk like friends. Still feel pangs of depression after we stop talking, but I'm working on eliminating that. I'll get there.

Meanwhile I've met a cute kid from South Carolina. No, I'm not actually interested. He's just fun to talk to. Pretty much given up on men. Or finding a relationship period, for that matter.

Fångad av en Stormvind = Love.

Being:: Dorm
Feeling:: Blank

Come on, it's not that necessary. Kiji decided to stay in my room the whole night as an attempt to make me sleep. Noooope.

Talked to Brendan all night about ONCE Y MEDIA. You don't need to know.

Being:: Dorm
Feeling:: Amused

Kysstu hana.

Kiss her.

Wow, 9 already? x3

Being:: Dorm
Feeling:: Amused
Hearing:: Fångad av en Stormvind (Carola)